Catching up

I do not think I realized how much I missed the BG kids while we were away on our vacation. The last few days I have been sneaking out as much as my kids will allow so I can take their pictures, cuddle with them, play with them and read them books. I also spent some time in 2 of the houses catching up with the house mothers and it felt really good. They seemed to enjoy our catching up time as much as I did which really gave me a feeling of peace as if I am finally building some trust and relationships. We are not only here to bless the children but also to bless the staff in any way we can and taking the time to find out how they are and how things are going in their life is one small way we can show we care.

It is so hard to believe that we have been here over a year now and as I looked around at the children in playgroup this afternoon, I realized how many new faces I see and how many old faces I am missing. There have been so many children who have been adopted or reunited with their families in the last year and so many new kids that we are building relationships with. Reflecting on their stories and seeing where God is leading their lives has been encouraging. I also find that God has given me a heart to keep on loving the new kids as much as the ones who have left. There was a time that I did not think my heart could keep opening up and letting more kids in because it can hurt too much when they leave, but as I play with the kids and tickle and hug them, I just can't help but to fall in love with each and every one :)
Have a blessed day!
Anita