Wednesday, September 23, 2015

Control


It is funny that after 38 years on this earth, I am still crazy enough to think that I can have some amount of control in life. This past week was a big example of that for me. There were 3 situations that happened that threatened the safe and predictable control that I still like to imagine I have in life. I know that I have alluded to that before, and apparently I am not a quick learner because here I sit struggling again. If only I could learn this lesson quicker, then I would not have to face it again and again!
I am trying to keep my spirits up while I process each situation, but I am feeling super emotional and weak right now. None of them are a huge deal on their own, I think it is just the layering of things. If you have a moment to say a prayer, I would appreciate it. Like I said, none of them are earth shattering, I just feel tired. God is bigger than my problems, and He will work all the details out, but I am seeking His wisdom and timing.

3 comments:

  1. prayers for you - God is faithful and will see you through all circumstances. May you find peace and rest in His embrace.

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  2. I pray for you! As i said earlier this week,you are doing so much good work! I have respect for what you ans Brian are doing! You are a strong women and if i was closer to you i would drive to you and give you a big hugg!!!!😘😘

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  3. Praying for you friend! I am behind in talking to you and keeping up on your heart and life. I'm sorry things are not following your plan, but always remember the plans of the Lord are beyond what we can imagine! You know and live this so well! Praying! Hugs and Love!

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